Today is a blue day.... I hate blue days, especially when its bright and sunny outside. that's a rare day for me. I guess as we pass through life... things just happen. Its funny... I usually handle the big things... WAY better than the small ones. This time.. .the Big got me. I think it might be because I sacrificed a lot... and worked super hard with certain benefits offered... only to find out that it was all for nothing... well, at least so it seems. I guess it's never all for nothing... but it's very hard to see hidden benefits when I am disappointed. All in all this is the third blow this month... that might be part of it.
I really shouldn't be sad... great things, amazing things have happend to me. I am grateful for so many things. I don't think I have even been so anxious for Ella to wake up from her nap... I want to walk down to the lake with her. She makes everything seem special and exciting... we will go look for baby chicks and ducklings... that will do the trick!
Ending on a good note... I found out last week that I will be the only artist featured on the cover of a national paper crafting publication! an entire Picnic spread... I was so Elated to find out! That makes my third cover this year! think positive Leese... life really is good.